Cheeky is scheduled for surgery tmr because of this huge ass lump that is growing out of her chest. So huge she's using it as an arm rest.
Dk whether to go through w the surgery or not. The chances of succeeding are 50-50 :( If we leave her as she is, the lump might grow and probably burst; or it might not and she can live longer. Gng through w the surgery gives me a feeling like I'm sending her to her death idk why. How, what to do.
So guilty that I have to take leave off my work too, since I'm still under probation and also in the learning process. I rly want to be good at what I'm doing, I don't want to disappoint everyone.
I would rly wanna own a time machine to go back to the times when I was still a kid :'( pfft.. wishful thinking.
