Please be okay

Cheeky is scheduled for surgery tmr because of this huge ass lump that is growing out of her chest. So huge she's using it as an arm rest. 

Dk whether to go through w the surgery or not. The chances of succeeding are 50-50 :(  If we leave her as she is, the lump might grow and probably burst; or it might not and she can live longer. Gng through w the surgery gives me a feeling like I'm sending her to her death idk why. How, what to do. 

So guilty that I have to take leave off my work too, since I'm still under probation and also in the learning process. I rly want to be good at what I'm doing, I don't want to disappoint everyone. 

I would rly wanna own a time machine to go back to the times when I was still a kid :'(  pfft.. wishful thinking. 

Just f everything

yea

Because I miss you

The same sky like always, 
the same ordinary day 

The only difference is that you're not here 
I want to smile, 

pretending to have forgotten everything 

Pretending it's nothing
 I want to live smiling

Wanna cry every single time I listen to this song. It just gets to me.

Anws, I still can't believe I missed their concert FFFFFFFFF

Past me: "I will deffffff go to cnblue's concert if they ever come to sg again."

Look what happened. Tsk, can't get over it. 

I'll just go watch their MVs on repeat and make myself sad. bye. 

Stop

Moving out by the end of this year, earliest july? Still trying to digest this piece of news. It feels so surreal. Mum checked out the hse just now and she said it was quite clean, which is great. Though I think the whole of the hse is the size of my current living room haha. i dont really care about how big the hse is, I just cant see myself moving out to some place so far from SK :( been staying here for 14 years of my life leh. Bet i gotta take like 5years to adapt to the new environment. fucking sad now :'( Wanna go HQ in the middle of the night also cannot, supper also difficult smlj. I should freaking grow up and stop being so whiny about smth like this, but I cant, I just cant..

Blessed w........ FOOD!

I'm a glutton bahahahaha Went to Orchard Central specially to satisfy my cravings ytd w ohx :) Long awaited Quiznos subbbb! The photo does not do any justice but I swear it's damn nice :9 I rmb the first ever qsub I had was "The Traditional". I took my first bite & went "MMMMMMMMM..... OMG MMMMMM...." Jo said my reaction damn kua zhang butttt it was really THAT nice. well at least for me? hahahah

Then we chatted for quite abit. And came to realise that actually that place is like an ideal place for studyin sia.
Comfortable cushion seats, tully's coffee beside, power plugs available. Might nv have the chance to do that again. Unless I go for uni... haven't make up my mind yet :\
Anws, went to Dean & DeLuca's after.
Saw this girl I followed on tumblr posting this delicious looking dessert on instagram awhile ago and have wanted totry it ever since!

But then why like different uh???? :(( hahah oh well!

Never fail to zi lian hahahhaa

After everything, we went back to CP and guess what, we ate again. Mini Steamboat from the kopitiam hahaha FOOD,FOOD,FOOD&FOOD. We're like a bottomless pit :\
As if ytd wasnt enough, look what we had today.

 Had a minor diarrhea though so everything went down the toilet bowl, aigoooooo.

Tmr will be a planless nua day~~ Maybe i'll get myself to do some cleaning. ya i hope so la huh ;)

Chen pei lin sent us this just now awwww, dugtrios miss you!! gan jin hui lai yaa <3 nbsp="" p="">

MP week 2/3 (?) :>

How time flies~~~ where am i headed.........? :\

If this is love, love is easy

Hi :> haven't been blogging lately, not even in my livej. dead space :\ So... it's the cny period now! All I can say is that its getting less exciting with each year. Furthermore, with MP submission only a week away...... how to bring myself to enjoy?? The only highlights were the gambling sessions! Even though lady luck wasn't on my side, it was fun! ^^ Anyhow, I just hope to get MP over and done with, even if it means I'll have to start worrying about what to do next, like getting a job/continue studying blablabla... I'll let future me deal w it. hehheh Alright, I need to SHIIIIII.... *Ahem* go clear my bowels. hahaha till then! :)

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Happy valentines day! To whoever is reading hehe <3

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Past few weeks: MP, MP, MP, MP& still MP. :(

Hope we all get through this... 3 more weeks to go but we're noteven halfway thr.

Hate times like these mannnnnn, so stressed so moodless but idk what to do.

Shall sleep and pray that I'll miraculously wake up w a super brain so i can finish the coding tmr lolololol ok shut it, night.

IMISSMYDUGTRIOS:'(